I am disappointed and surprised by the results of the election. But am I going to let my recovery suffer because of it?
Today I wake up with a new-found conviction and gratitude for OA and its Spiritual principles. I remind myself that with my Higher Power, whom I call God, we can do anything. I am powerless over people who do not have recovery or who do not live by the principles found in the 12 Steps; but I am not powerless over how I practice the principles in all MY affairs.
I start by following my food plan and remaining abstinent so I can be clear to receive God’s will for me. I then continue my daily routine as if it were any other Wednesday. Next I will take my fears and resentments through the steps. I can remember that I have a program of recovery that teaches me how to deal with my fears and resentments so I do not have to react nor take it out on anyone else. I certainly do not want to have to make amends later for something I say or do now. Right now, today, I am safe. I can breathe freely.
Then, I can be available to others who may need a little extra support today. I do not have to tell them how to feel, but I can remind them to look for gratitude in their own lives and ask what they can do to showcase and be examples of their own principles and values.
I trust my Higher Power. I trust Him because I can look back on my life and see He has always been with me. Therefore I know He is with me now as well. He has not “done this” or “allowed this to happen.” It is now up to me to turn to Him instead of the food to show others that good does exist and will prevail.
I am grateful I have a program of recovery and a relationship with my Higher Power.